My friend woke up. We talked for a bit. Now we’re going to go to sleep.
Maybe I can hold her.
I’m too afraid to ask.
But I need this.
She just wants to sleep for 2 hours and I feel like I’m falling into a pit. I can’t even describe this feeling.
I need her to do something to distract me. This isn’t fair for anyone.
I just want her to say something. I wish I wouldn’t have called. I shouldn’t have. People messaged me. Convinced me.
She should have just stayed at home and not come. I’m so irritating. I’ll consume her if she stays here, I suck every bit of energy out of her until she’s a husk.
Because that’s all I am. A parasite.
My friend from far away drove to my house yesterday night to see me.
I smiled today.
But this heavy feeling still hangs on my chest.
She’s sleeping because I called her at 4am to have her drive to me.
I’m selfish. The worse.
When she’s not interacting with me the feeling gets worse.
She’s going to start hating me.
Agnes the Huldra
Here is a picture of my Original Character, Agnes. She is a Huldra, hence the tail.
This was draw by PrinceKaider. Thank you so very much, my dear.
I have been Role Playing as her for the past few days and my Role Play Friend wanted a solid picture for her.